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It has been a while since I last wrote. I have had many thoughts about “New Year”. For many of mothers out there…there is no new. The pain of the time has not transitioned to “New”. The if only’s, this time last year, if I coulda wouldas.., anger, how could or would this happen…the bundleContinue reading “New Year”

The old year is gone, the holidays are over…now we are left with today. Today you may be wishing the hurt and pain would be gone, or today you may be saying this is a good day. Whatever your today is in this “New Year” but not new in your journey, joy lies in stayingContinue reading “Today”

It has been a while since my last post. Christmas is three days away. I woke up after a morning of prayer with my sisters, I thought what is it for me to say, to share. I thought about the “Christmas Star” that has been focused on, and how in this time of darkness forContinue reading “Christmas…..”

The day has come and gone this year but that year, that first year was darkness and fog. The pain of it, the thought of it was still so present. Thank God for Trish our, counselor, The Warm place, and I don’t have his permission to share so I will say Dr. J. These wouldContinue reading “Thanksgiving”

It was what at times seem like a long time ago. The first… the first holiday and the worst. December 25, 1994 something happened in my home that would be the worst thing. My 22 year old son had after being declared brain dead, at 3:46 am Christmas day, had become an organ donor. TheContinue reading “The Beginning”